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and for once, he slips on his wedding ring, to cure the monotony. it slides over his knuckle, a perfect fit, and in the morning release of sunlight the silver gleams at him. it glares, calling him a liar: she is not a whorehouse and you are too broke to own her, you harlot, you. he buttons up, tucks in his shirt tail, and buckles his belt. the clinking of metal parts is the only sound in the room besides the dusting of her breathing beside him. and when he's gone, the only thing he leaves behind are the bruises on her collarbone.
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you find him because you're lonely, (well, it's actually the opposite.) he finds you because his wardrobe is black and his shoes are scuffed and he asks you where your castle is. you're the only princess he sees 'round here. the rain soaks into his shirt and he curses it, grinning. and damn girl, you follow him, because you think you see some kinda warmth in his ice blue eyes.
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it takes you days to get suspicious. he goes on a world-wide trip around the globe and you follow him with your fingertip on a map resting on your coffee table. he packed his clothes and his cologne and a picture of you, but it's buried underneath the suit he brought (just in case.) it takes you days to get suspicious, because the day after he comes home he smells of crisp whiskey and key-lime margaritas and you think you smell chanel no.5 along his jawline. but you don't ask questions because he takes your wrist in his and pulls you onto the couch. grins at you, in the most devilish of ways, like he knows what you are thinking. but you are not an open book. you are just a safe-box that has been in one too many fires.
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it takes you three weeks into july to believe it. the key under his front-door mat works just as fine as his own, and you learn this at 8 am in the morning when you bring him a cake for his birthday. it's strawberry and chocolate, his favorite, but as soon as you tiptoe in the door, it's smeared on his wooden floors. he's shouting your name, and for a moment, you freeze. eyes wide. jaw open. but as soon as her voice tangles with his, you're shaking your head and fleeing. you can see his wedding ring sit on a chain around his neck, and you wonder how stupid you really are.
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and your fingers rip and bloody, curling under the tile-flooring in your bathroom. your mouth is frothing with the overflowing water in the bathtub. it's ice cold (and you remember the color of his eyes for a moment.) you body is thrashing, trying to save itself. it's as if its fighting, screaming to save itself, and your knuckles bruise from the sheer force of having to keep you drowning. and your lungs fill up with liquid, choking. eyes wide. jaw open.
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when he finds you in the morning, you look fragile. like an angel with broken wings. blue always was a pretty color on you, he thinks.
Literature
parasthesia
and i guess i should have said i drilled this
cavity through my chest for you; you hid
in my mouth instead. there will always be you
holding my hand protecting me from
monsters in the dark worse than the ones
inside of us. goodbye
is not a word. it is the way
you will not meet my eyes when i
tiptoe back through eggshells and phantom
heartbeats. i guess i should have said
i don’t know the labyrinth of myself. i
should have mentioned the pinpricks
on my skin where you injected
yourself like a vaccination. i should
have told you that your eyes remind me
of a watercolor sunset and your hands
are anchors and you are always warm
and i am t
Literature
resonance
i
does she know the astrological significance
of the bruises starring along
your wrists? if I could, I’d
run away somewhere where
the sky is silent and the people
hate honest eyes. here’s my problem,
I’ve wasted all my time daydreaming
in the universe of your scars. I wonder
if substantiality is lethal.
ii
[when will you move on
like you know what
you’re doing with your life,
like this tiny existential
failure is only a hazard sign
on the roadmap of your journey,
like the world weighing down
upon your shoulders is an
exercise in vanity and quietude
instead of someone
else’s burden?]
iii
lists of necessitie
Literature
radiant
I am
shaking ligaments,
tender machinations,
unrealistic ideologies of an
arbitrary cynicist.
[gaps between
human sympathy
are toxic; breathing
is a chore. there is
a careful warmth in the
combined effort of
necessity's unwanted
side effects.]
we are the forgotten.
we are the tangled limbs
and childhood stories for
a more sensitive future; we
are the longing, we are
the limitless.
we are measured
in the people we touch;
and I will love you
in the UV light of
hide and seek paranoia.
I love you in the red shimme
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full title: i am radioactive and this is how we'll break: slowly, and then all at once
title tidbit is from john green's "the fault in our stars." god i love that book.
here's some fiction about some non-fiction. hurrah.
title tidbit is from john green's "the fault in our stars." god i love that book.
here's some fiction about some non-fiction. hurrah.
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